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I’m So Tired of Beating Myself Up for Being an Imperfect Human

Guest contributor Steph Hillier (she/her) writes with honesty and humor about the fears, challenges, and hopes of going through eating disorder recovery. Read Steph’s story to learn how living with anorexia ultimately exhausted her of beating herself up for being an imperfect human, leading her to commit to walking the path of recovery wearing “kick-ass love glasses and self-compassion capes.”

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Food Guilt & Diet Culture: Why It’s Not Personal

Guest contributor Minh-Hai Alex, MS, RDN, RYT, helps understand why food guilt, which feels so personal, is an internalized response to eating because we are “a society that’s so inundated with dieting propaganda, often times imperceptibly, that it affects how we relate to ourselves and each other.”

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"Body Budget": A Helpful Way To Think About Replenishing Your Body

Guest contributor Minh-Hai Alex, MS, RDN, RYT, is back with a helpful blog on paying attention to what people, places and things depletes and replenishes our body. The framework offered can be used to gain awareness in our recovery and life about how each choice we make affects our “body budget.”

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coalesce: a poem

A beautiful poem about healing and forgiveness by Dr. Jo, an anorexia survivor who now helps women celebrate their unique identities, boldly use their voices, and proudly take up space.

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A Plate of Food: What Do You See?

While sitting at a Vietnamese restaurant with a steaming hot bowl of bún bò huế for lunch, guest contributor Minh-Hai Alex, MS, RDN, RYT, shares the memories, joys, and fears she sees while looking at the food before her. By sharing what she sees when she looks at her plate, Minh-Hai invites readers to connect with food through story and comfort, memory and appreciation—an uplifting perspective that all can benefit from.

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Dear Eating Disorder, From a Family Member

In a letter to the eating disorder that “came into our home, unannounced and uninvited” and affected a family member, guest contributor Barri Leiner Grant describes the tremendous grief she experiences as a result. In learning to acknowledge her own grief, Barri reaches out to other caretakers and family members, offering validation that their grief is also real and deserves time and space to heal.

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Re-Introducing My Body to My Mind

Guest contributor Taylor Bowman loved to move as a child. From bopping her head or tapping her toe or shaking her hips, movement was a natural part of her. But this all changed when critical comments about her maturing and changing body caused Taylor to begin judging her body, which resulted in an eating disorder. In this blog post, Taylor shares her pain of feeling unworthy to move or exist in her body, and her triumph of reconnecting with her body through dance, yoga, and other forms of movement on her healing path to self-acceptance.

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What if I Told You Yoga Studios Can be as Harmful as They Are Healing?

Guest contributor and trauma-informed yoga instructor Kierstin Graham opens up about why yoga studios were unhelpful environments during the early phases of her eating disorder recovery. From diet culture influences to an emphasis on competition and working out as “punishment,” Kierstin identifies aspects of yoga studio culture (in general, not all!) that could be harmful for individuals going through recovery, and with examples from her own story, sheds light on alternative places and ways to practice yoga so that it is the healing and supportive practice it is intended to be.

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How Yoga is Putting Me One Step Closer to Recovery

Guest contributor, Rachel, shares how she turned to yoga when she began her eating disorder recovery. Like recovery, her experience practicing yoga has not been linear. Rachel shares the challenges she’s faced and the gifts she’s gained from practicing yoga, and how yin yoga, particularly, is helping her foster self-compassion.

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